The Past Is Gone
WE charge in . . .
We come into life screaming for air and, we fight to prove we belong here. Along the way, little and sometimes big hurts happen. Some were intentional. Some were accidental. Probably a number were entirely in our imagination. Yet, our need to stay meaningful almost leads us to find something meant to belittle where something else entirely might have been going on.
. . . armed with protection . . .
We go to the negative as a defense. A grandmother doesn’t to speak to a fully grown son. Her anger is about times before he was born. We lay the deeds of a villain who escaped at the door of a hero who stayed. The first wife lied. . . . The last boss was a fraud. . . . Deep inside we’re not just protecting, we’re waiting for the bad guys to return with the answer to Why?
. . . unconsciously waiting . . . deaf and unseeing.
And that unconscious waiting is a sort of self-harm.
What if we changed our ways? What if we changed how we see who we are?
from Find Forgiveness by Tommy Henriksen, Selected Songs For A New Beginning
. . .
Can you look into my eyes and tell me why?Find forgiveness. The past is gone today.
Are you willing to learn and change?
I see myself changing all my ways.Forgiveness
And the tears that fell are from you
Waters from my soulCan you look into your eyes and tell yourself why?
Find forgiveness. The past is gone today.
Are you willing to learn and change?
Can you see yourself changing all your ways?Forgiveness
I was wrong in your eyes.
You know God and I see.Can we give it one last chance . . . for all of us?
. . .
We can change the world — just like that.
–ME “Liz” Strauss
